I need to stop drinking and blogging

I am not a total lush, but last Friday I ended up drinking and then blogging. Not only was in inerrant, but apparently people I know are starting to think it was about them. And I feel bad it wasn't. Well maybe about me. I have a long history of lying to every supervisor I have ever  worked for.  When I sit and think about it, the people i work with seem to know me as a totally different person then I really am. And that was the muse for this blog. the fact that on some days I sit and think about it and well I feel...dare I say it...really horrible and dishonest. So please friends I am not talk about you. The idea of the blog I think was general enough where one might wonder, but if anything it is about my inability to be me in an office.